Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

Every thing has a price
Its 8:45, sunday night, at school
Dr Huldusky with his 2 post doct student r working in the lab.....

there was his pic on brock's news paper recently, for his 1.4 milion $ research money he recived
he had 2 other "maghale about him self with his pic on his lab door.

his young son is also here, playing around.

his 2 post doct stuednet or beghoole maroof "dr's...." r so young probably around 30.
they looks so young " va arezoo dar"

but probably they don't have a gf or any thing....
but probably they know wat they want in life and they r working so damn hard for it. they might never get a nobel prize, they even weren't like yashar getting a medal in olampiad, but they r still working so hard, ( who knows they might even goaling for some award...)

baz ham booy bavaram khaakestarist


ba khood goftam ke to ashegh nisti, agah az sere shaghayegh nisti....

I am a Goddess.
I am responsible for my own happiness and pleasure.
I will let go of regret. I will let go of regret.
This is my life and I chose it.
I am in full command of my destiny.
I will not force memories upon myself that set me back.
I will look forward and anticipate my happiness.

I will live without regret.
I will embrace my gorgeousness, my magnetism, my
magnificence, my effervescence.
I will surround myself with people who appreciate me
and inspire me to go higher.
I will listen to great music and I will sing.
I will continue to learn.
I will practice yoga.
I will spread joy.
I will have frequent orgasms.
I will put my pleasure first.
I will be captivating.
I am fabulous and I know it and I will be it.
I am unafraid and I am not a victim.
I will make things happen, I will shake things up.
I will make a difference.
I will follow through.
I will dance often and decorate myself.
I will let myself be happy.
I will have faith in the order or the world and
I will stake my place in it.

Because no one can do this for me.
I must do this for me.
I am for me...others will follow.

Sister Goddess Michelle
www.mamagenas.com

"Va elam konid che mekonid agar in haghighatan az janebe khoda bashad, va shoma tasmim begirid ke an ra takzib konid. Che kasani gomrah tara az ananad ke tasmim begirand ke ba in mokhalefat konand?"

"Ma madrak hay khod ra dar ofoghha va dar daroone khoodeshan be anha neshan khahim dad, ta daryaband ke in haghighat ast. Aya parvardegarat be onvane shahed bar hame chiz kafi nist?"


sooreye 41"foslat" aye 52 and 53

hey
emrooz raftam namazkoone daneshgah namaz bekhoonam, didam ye mohr oonjast, goftam hala ek in mohre injasto bikare ma azash estefadeh konim,vaghti baresh dashtam didam roosh neveshteh dare, ba deghaaat ke negah kardam didam neveshteh : "mashhade moghadas"
was very intersting and a very nice surprise,



adam in vare donia bashe, ke hataa yadesh rafteh bashe ke che mahi hast tooy iran va hava che jooriee, va bad yehoo betoone saresh ra bezare rooy khake keshvare khoodesh
it was much more intersting when u think about it.
keshvare khoodemoon

salam

mmmmmmm
maybe doesn't matter how cute u r, may be thats only a pinch, a start, seems like it even doesn't matter how many yrs u want some one, as long as u think he is good, and cute!
may be doesn't really matter if he is the cutest person in the whole world, maybe all of those love thingi doesn't matter, all of those dreams, .....
maybe all those matter is how nice u r, and what kinda memorry ppl will remind when they r thinking of u, and how u make ppl feel.
u never want a yakhcahl in ur life, or even a freezer, well may be as some spice would work for some times but not for ever,

I can't remember M.R's last name ( such an estedad!!!) even his first name wasn't exactly familiar when "Roxana" said it, also even Maryam joonam was remember his name( which i shocked!!!)
but all I was remember was" How happy I used to feel, and how helpful he was, and how every thing was nice and beauty ....


i hope I always remember k's cute face, his "pedarsag" eyes, and his smile ..... but after that is nice to recall his ( ok wat else go peye karet) face too, and all those message that he didn't reply.


beaty is from within
it might be hard to always remember it , but its a truth u never want to change it

in deeeerakhte khili khooshgele, baarghaye painesh sabzan, vasaatnarenji bala gehrmez, bayad yeki ra pida konam az mano derakhteh ax begire :)

In ostade arjomand hamooni ke be in haghigaht peey bordeh ke man bahoosham! khili etemad be nafs daree, harchand vaghti tooy lab mebinish khili khakiee, ama etemad be naaafsesho meshe az sare lecture ha ke soal mekone fahmid, har soali ke benazareshbiad mekone, beghoole maroof che "relevant bashe che nabasheee,
bayad in dafe deghat konam bebinam sare talk ha ke ostad ha sohbat mekonnad ham az in soala mekone ya fagaht sare kare bacheha,
ama jalebish ine ke in ehsas ra nemikone ke soalesh khili marboot nist, shayadam beshe injoori negah kard ke inam ye noe hooshe ke adm be shekle dige be masale negah kone. ama hame baacheha kalafe shodan,

man mamoolan sare kelas ha age soal dashteh bashamnemiporsam say mekonam ke khoodam find outesh konam unless ke ehsase mokh boodanam gol kardeh bshe, then i will ask q !

Hafiz mefarmayad:
Eshgh karist ke moghoofe hedayat bashad

in computer lab, u can hear the bib of "msn" . ppl r coming on line and sending messages,
i was tryign to do do my research, i got tired i checked my mail.
there is this guy seating beside me was doing his stuff, he got tired and start checking the " lavalife" site, " to find a gf!!" and he starts chatting,
every body has their own world, their own lonely world. they have it all for themselve,
thats funny, and interesting how every body is look alike

no uknow what since u r reaching this point of u'rlife i have so much respect for u honestly
u says:
i see u in some level much higher than me
pj says:
binim baba
u says:
which it was really unexpected for me
pj says:
u need to learn to respect ppl
pj says:
beside thier role in society
u says:
i can't bielive that u r actually advcing me
u says:

pj says:
i always advice d u
u says:
i love u so much
pj says:
koo gooshe shenavga
u says:
i wish u were here and i wouldof gave a a big hog
u says:
and holding u in my arms for awhile
pj says:
dont' get so romantik
pj says:
lisaten
u says:
yes mam
.......



khili missesh kardam, harchand vaghti ham ke inja bood we were far from each other


Those good old days,
one of my goal in life is ke hich vaght afsoose gozashteh ra nakhooram
lets think wat we can do now to make the situation improve?

Delam wase "u" khili mesooze, I wish i could help him, behem goft hafteyee 80 saat kar mekone, i dont' think he even have money,
yadame ye bar behem goft ke marze beine movafaghiat va soghoot khiili kame, mesle ye moo memoone, shayad chand ta doost bashe, shayad chand lahze...

fekr mekonam khili vaghteh ke line hamoon ra miss kardim